Whatever negativity you’re getting from my comment, my tone is in response to your post. If it feels aggressive, it’s because you’re in charge of another life that you borderline see as a burden. Emotions leak out even through text, let alone direct contact. So this “I’m doing this because I have to” attitude I’m getting will affect him as well even if you try not to.
I apologize if this stresses you out further. However, I think you should consider adding some therapy sessions for yourself in order to reconcile with the trajectory of life you were thrust upon that doesn’t match your expectations or desires.
I think you’re taking too much of a burden on your shoulders and it will affect your interactions with all of your family members regardless of your intentions.
Again, good luck and try to find a healthy way to vent in advance in case of any unexpected situations.
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