

Yeah I apologized the next night, but it seems we’re still not really on speaking terms which sucks because I really enjoyed our banter. Hopefully we move past it as we’re coworkers, but I’m ready to accept that it won’t be repaired so easily.
I’m still working on how to bury my feelings for someone for their sake (and mine I guess) but fuck its hard when you crush on someone that hard.
Looking back on it, I think either outcome would have probably been bad for us just because of transportation issues. But for the record she did turn me down, about 5 minutes after I prompted her she said “welp, time to go back home to xxx” and I pursued no further.